Torment and delight

What’s a girl to do when her best friend, her pet, and her ex-lover-but-very-good-friend all gang up on her? Well it turns out that this girl will shriek a lot, have (eventually) one hell of an intense orgasm, and finish up giggling like an loon and looking like this:

You’ll have to wait until Wednesday to see how they did it… but here’s a sneak audio peek:

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Tempestuous

Streaming, slipping, sliding. Hot water and warm flesh, damp hair and the taste of chlorine and ephemeric bubbles. I lie back, head resting against hard plastic, while you slip (slick) between my legs. You kneeling, worshipping, bubbling breath up past my belly as you dip below to take me in your mouth.

Your tongue is hotter than the water.

Slipping, sliding, streaming. I buck hard (making a bruise on my hairline, which I find tomorrow), spasm over you. You rise to breathe and I caress hair out of your eyes. You rise to breathe and I kiss you, give you my air. You rise to breathe and then sink below again, suckle me. I cannot stop the shudders that move from clitoris to head, cunt to toes, groin to heart. Your hands rest on my waist, so I cannot float away and lose myself completely.

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Marked flesh – a photo essay

One of the many things I missed when my relationship with Adonis ended was his skill with sharp and pointy objects. From scratching with hat-pins to deliberate designs with porcupine quills to carefully planned and executed cuttings with scalpels, the pain and pleasure and delicious results were something I sorely missed.

I’ve chosen not to let anyone other than Adonis do that to me – it’s something peculiarly his and mine. There’s trust involved, but also the feedback of verbal and physical communication. The awareness that he knows what he’s doing and it’s turning me on but he’ll stop if I ask it, or pause if I need it.

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Sparkle time

Have you heard of German Sparkle Party? Do you have party pants and rubber boots? It’s awesome, it’s fun to dance to, it’s tacky, and – above all – it’s sparkly!

The awesome German Sparkle Party has become quite popular in our crowd, so I was delighted when Hylas announced that his New Years Eve party, to see out 2010 and see in 2011, would have a theme of – wait for it – German Sparkle Party. Alas, both Amie and Kiana were going to miss out (being overseas), but the rest of us would make sure we had a very sparkly time indeed…

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Staunching the wound

I like words. I like them a whole lot – whether they’re spoken or written, they hold a deep appeal to me. I like to to read, to write, to talk and to listen. To learn from the knowledge words impart. For me, words are intense, powerful, strong and moving.

But when it comes to believing someone? When it comes to truth or lies? Then, it’s more than words, because words – no matter how intense and powerful – are only a part of the story. When it comes to truth, lies, perceptions and beliefs, then actions must be counted.  And when the two don’t match up? Then I’m far more likely to place stock in actions, and what those actions say.

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Repeat: Trembling

Originally posted April 2007 (and reposted as it’s his birthday today. We may no longer be together, but I still feel exactly this way for him.)

“Stand in the bath-tub.” Naked, holding his hands, I lift my foot and step backward into the tub, my other foot following. “Good girl.” Letting go of me, he places both hands on my belly and gently pushes me back until I feel the touch of the cool wall behind me. I jolt at the coldness, and laugh at my surprise.

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Too Much

I’ve got a dozen posts knocking about in my head and in draft, but I can’t seem to get any of them finished. Which is likely because this post needs to be done first – and I don’t want to write it. I think it has to be done, though.

I’ve broken up with people before. And I’ve been broken up with before. In all those instances, though, at least one party (if not both) was at the point when they needed to move on. Where their feelings had changed. Where what was ‘in love’ – or at least ‘love’ – had altered to the point where the relationship was no longer feasible.

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Dot com

I’m a dot com! Well, you’re here on the site (unless you’re on an RSS reader), so you probably know that already.

Adonis has long been a fan of scratching things into my flesh (if not outright cutting them into it), so recently he took the opportunity to ensure I have no chance of forgetting what my site address is…

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Bullet of disappointment

I like bullet vibrators. They provide me with lovely vibrations, in different speeds, and get me off really well, especially on the clit. It was a bullet vibe that gave me my first multiple orgasm, and I’m always on the lookout for a vibe that’ll do the trick and last more than a month or two. Luckily for me, Tabu Toys (who really do have a whole lot of sex toys) were happy to send me one thatsounded quite good: The Turbo 8 Accelerator Micro Bullet.

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Around the curves

I tend to play with vibrators a lot more than dildos, but I do like having a nice selection of non-vibrating sex toys around for when the mood strikes. And the Curve, by Fun Factory, is just so damned pretty! Made of medical-grade silicone, and designed to target the g-spot, I was very pleased to receive one from TabuToys to try out.

So pleased, in fact, that I decided to run three experiments with it! Read on to see what I managed to do with this toy …

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