Savage Soothed

Posted on | January 6, 2013 | 14 Comments |

Today is day six of the Seven Wonderful Sins celebration, and the focus today is WRATH. Anger, fury – the passion of rage.

What can you do when there’s wrath coursing through your veins? The slow burn has reached incandescence? I tend to reach for sharp instruments – and wield them on myself. Teeth, fingernails, porcupine quills, hat-pins, even scalpels. Put them to my skin and the ire melts away.

Handily, kink allows me to channel such things in an emotionally healthy fashion. In these photos below, as I roleplayed anger and used fondue forks, the release I felt was very real (and had unexpected results). My thanks to m’Lady Tethys for the design request and for permission to wear my collar for this shoot; and to Hylas for taking the photographs.

There are click-throughs on all images – don’t miss out!

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Feeling the anger, the loathing. It bubbles out and I bare my teeth.

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I bare my breast and press the fork deep into the skin. I glory in the scores I leave in my skin; the trails of red welts.

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The pattern builds, lines crossing one another. I know that I will bear marks that mean something to more than myself for a day or two – and it pleases me.

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Switching to the other breast, I press overly hard and a bead of blood wells to the surface. The brightness of it smiles at me, sparkling like my dress. It soothes me even more than the burn from the score marks, and I feel my anger reducing further, the fury receding like the tide…

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Patterns complete, the tide washes out completely, leaving me content and calm. I like looking down at them – but I see one line too light, and must re-score it.

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Emptied, satisfied, I run my fingers over my welts and embrace myself. I am whole and replete.

I am wrathful no more.

 

(Shortly after this shoot ended – after quite the endorphin high – I found myself reverting to ‘smalls’ space – the term ‘littles/littlies doesn’t resonate with me – where I become quite young. I became sulky and tired, wanted a soft toy and pillow, needed reassurance and cuddles, and generally reverted very much to being about six years old. For me that’s extremely unusual – it’s only happened a few times before. Even more unusually, we got it all on camera. Photos another time.)

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There’s a whole week of wonderful sins to celebrate my blog turning seven years old this week!

 

ETA: Selected as top pic in the Sinful Sunday Weekly Roundup.

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14 Responses to “Savage Soothed”

  1. Marie Rebelle
    January 7th, 2013 @ 12:05 am

    Beautiful series of photos. I could feel your anger and the release of your anger. Beautifully done!

    Rebel xox

  2. KaziGrrl
    January 7th, 2013 @ 1:43 am

    Excellent series! and lovely images of the score marks. I have also found release doing this :)

    ~Kazi xxx

  3. Molly
    January 7th, 2013 @ 3:44 am

    Oh wow… I just skipped back through all your sins so far. The one in the bath with the apples around you is stunning. What a great idea to celebrate your blog birthday! Many congratulations by the way.

    I love the image with the droplet of blood but then I have a bit of blood thing going on however I think the first image is truly stunning. it is rare not to see you bursting with happiness and smiles though

    Mollyxxx

  4. Beck
    January 7th, 2013 @ 6:35 am

    I love to do this with my breast. Yum. I think I’ll have to do it tonight. I love the dress/nightie you are wearing.

  5. shalla
    January 7th, 2013 @ 7:03 am

    is it bad i now want hair sticks like that fork?
    yes i am a dork lol
    looks like you had fun, not MY kind of fun but fun to watch xx

  6. ThatPosition
    January 7th, 2013 @ 7:53 am

    Your images are so real that I feel your pain and pleasures already under my skin . Brilliant photos :)!!! Xxxx

  7. Evoe Thorne
    January 7th, 2013 @ 8:15 am

    I think this is my favorite of the series thus far! It would be fabulously wicked for those to scar…

  8. Kim
    January 7th, 2013 @ 8:21 am

    I am in love with these photos! I looked at them for a long time. You are a sexy sexy woman!

  9. Emily
    January 7th, 2013 @ 10:47 am

    I miss your jolly smiles, but I can feel the sensations on your breasts. I have never tried fondue forks, but many other things have been used in different places for similar reasons. I have to be careful not to do this when I am sad though, or I end up in a very dark place (hence I do not submit during sad phases, I would be too easy to abuse).

  10. solitudinarian
    January 7th, 2013 @ 3:32 pm

    Great photos! They convey so much emotion. I really like the seven sins theme :)

  11. MissJuly
    January 7th, 2013 @ 6:31 pm

    Such lovely series!!

    xxx Miss July xxx

  12. Mia
    January 8th, 2013 @ 6:59 am

    Fabulous series of pictures that captures this subject so well…

    ~Mia~ xx

  13. Penny
    January 9th, 2013 @ 1:10 pm

    I love the raw emotion here, the marks, and your words. I especially loved this line: “The brightness of it smiles at me, sparkling like my dress.” Beautifully put Dee.
    xxPenny

  14. Dee
    January 14th, 2013 @ 2:03 pm

    Rebel – Thank you so much! This was quite a difficult one for me to do.

    Kazi – I’m not used to using instruments on myself like this. Usually it’s someone else!

    Molly – *big hugs* You say the loveliest things! Thank you so much for choosing the first pic as one of the favourites for the week.

    Beck – It’s an amazing dress – it only gets worn once or twice a year for parties.

    shalla – Nothing wrong with that! Second-hand stores are the place to find them…

    ThatPosition – Hylas took even better pictures than usual. I was very lucky to have him!

    Evoe – No scarring from these ones, as they were scratching rather than cutting. However I do still have scars (quite faint these days) on my breasts from my first cutting experience. You can see them fresh here on my FL profile, and faded here, if you look closely.

    Kim – And I don’t even try to be!

    Emily – I can entirely understand where you’re coming from on this. I am very lucky that many of my partners also have experience with depression, and so have a good idea of where my head is at.

    solitudinarian – Thank you!

    MissJuly – I really enjoyed doing this series :)

    Mia – I am glad it does. It was challenging to figure out how to photograph this one…

    Penny – *beams* You are lovely – thank you! The poet in me emerges now and then :)

    xx Dee


  

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