Dog Days

Posted on | December 21, 2012 | 3 Comments |

Am I still me when you can’t see my expressions? Sometimes I wonder …

When I first met Hylas I had some internal challenges over his desire to wear hoods. He expresses so little verbally during our sexual interactions that I initially relied heavily on his expressions and his non-verbal responses, and by taking away his facial reactions, I was limited even more.  A part of me also found the unmoving blankness of gas masks, zentai, and heavy rubber hoods disturbing to look at.

Over time that changed. Getting to know Hylas better – as a person, my pet, and a lover – helped. I began to read his more subtle non-verbal responses, and I learned that I could request (or order) verbal reactions when I needed them. And I began to appreciate the masks themselves, too.

Which I how I came to be trying on his moulded Dog hood – I wanted to know what it felt like from the inside.

curvaceousdee rubber mask dog hood

As you can see, there are air holes for the nose – and those are the only place you can breathe from. It looks pretty silly if you try to breathe hard (the entire muzzle collapses), and I did that quite a lot, not being used to the lesser amount of air available.

Naturally, you can’t see anything, and hearing is lessened as well.

curvaceous dee rubber mask dog hood

Unlike many hoods, this is a moulded piece from Blackstyle. That means it was made by dipping a 3D form into a vat of latex many times to build up the required thickness, and is therefore seamless (although it does have a zip and baffle in the back). Most hoods are created from pieces that are glued together. This one instead is slipped on: hooked under the chin and then over the head, then zipped up and settled in place.

curvaceousdee rubber mask boobs crop

It did feel interesting to wear it – but overall it wasn’t for me and I didn’t stay in there long. I began to lose my sense of place in the room, and had more difficulty breathing than the mask actually caused, and was glad to take it off.

Gas masks I like to wear more, and I’ve developed favourites in Hylas’ collection that I like to wear. I can still see out of them, and I enjoy the limited breathing that I get from them, too. I also quite like masks where I still have eye and/or mouth holes. But losing my expressions in a full face mask, both at the time and in looking at the images afterwards, I feel like I’ve lost a bit of myself.

So why is it that I’ve grown to love Hylas in masks so much? Maybe it’s that he enjoys the objectification of himself – and I’ve grown to enjoy it (possibly more than he does) as well.

Something to think about.

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3 Responses to “Dog Days”

  1. Cammies on the floor
    December 21st, 2012 @ 10:45 am

    I wonder how I would feel. I, for some reason, always close my eyes when it starts to feel good. I wonder if I would feel like I’ve lost myself if I had no other option.

  2. Gryphie
    December 22nd, 2012 @ 7:42 pm

    I love the look of that.. But I think I’d panic if I were wearing it. Not sure. hmmm…

  3. Dee
    December 24th, 2012 @ 9:09 am

    Thank you both for commenting!

    Cammies, I know what you mean about closing your eyes – I often do the same (m’Lady prefers me to keep mine open, which is a challenge all of its own).

    Gryphie, I hope I’ve given you some food for thought. It really does look amazing, but wearing it is a whole ‘nother kettle of fish …

    xx Dee


  

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