Training my rear end

Posted on | October 17, 2011 | 11 Comments |

I’ve long had a love-like-dislike-embarrassment relationship with my arse. Not my cheeks – those I adore. But my rosebud. Little brown eyeball. Bunghole.

Yes, I think bunghole is the word I’m looking for. As I write these very words my hole, it is bunged. For I am in training. Tethys wants to fuck my arse when I arrive in Melbourne (and I definitely want my arse to be fucked – my cunt gets dripping wet at the very notion), but it’s not ready for the determined deliberate inevitable and inexorable cock of m’Lady’s ownership without a lot of prior work!

So.

The training is organised and sensible based upon repetition and slow increases (which is much more fun that visiting the gym ever was!).  I have three plugs, and am to use each for 10 days. Each day I wear it for 15 minutes longer than the previous day. I don’t do anything special when wearing the plug (unless informed otherwise). Just read, or work, or watch television, or write my blog posts.

I am still on plug #1, a lovely small glass number known as the Pawn Beauty. This is how it looks in my arse:

 

Today is day 7, and I am wearing it for two hours. Saturday, at 90 minutes, was (if I recall correctly), my anal record – for which m’Lady is very proud, and I am delighted.

But Sunday. Sunday was a disaster. I barely managed to wear the plug for fifteen minutes, just lying in bed, before I had to take it out – it just hurt so much! After cleaning it and leaving it to dry I went back to bed and, flushed with shame, texted Tethys to tell hir. I was mortified. I had thought I was doing so well!

What was fair discomfort in the last 20 minutes of wearing on Saturday evening – discomfort I had put down to a) being at a play party, b) sitting on a harder sofa than my own, and c) moving around more than I was used to with the plug in – had on Sunday been instead rather painful.

It wasn’t until I woke up this morning that I realised I’d also had painful bowel movements all of Sunday – and that perhaps those had also contributed to an uncomfortable experience? The foods I ate over the weekend, at various social events, were entirely different those I ate across the week. And as such, my bowels reacted differently. Was it such a surprise that they disliked what I slid in as much as what I was pushing out?

m’Lady was very kind to me in my misery and shame. Hir punishment was that I needed to write this post, noting my disappointment in myself (which I certainly am), my contrition (yes indeed), and my determination to continue my training in preparation for my visit.

A gentle punishment, and one I was pleased to carry out. My bottom has been full the past two hours, and I very much look forward to the time when, in just over a months time, they are filled by whatever zie chooses it to be filled with, in person!

Thank you, m’Lady, for your patience with me.

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11 Responses to “Training my rear end”

  1. Tethys
    October 17th, 2011 @ 7:12 pm

    My delight and pride in you continues to grow every day, my dear fucktoy! *loving kisses*

  2. Jess Carlson
    October 17th, 2011 @ 11:52 pm

    So in just over a months time? Is this to coincide with Sexpo? Or is that just a coincidence?

  3. Dee
    October 18th, 2011 @ 9:49 am

    Thank you, m’Lady. I will try to continue to please!

    Jess, it is just a coincidence, although one which amuses me! The timing then was best for me (and my partners) and Tethys (and hir partners) for me to visit Melbourne. It just worked out that way.

    xx Dee

  4. Molly
    October 19th, 2011 @ 4:50 am

    If it is any consulation I have been having anal sex for a while now and am a regular user of the a plug which I can wear for quite long periods of time but there are still days when it’s just not right, when it is too uncomfortable or even painful. I have come to the conclusions that it just is that way sometime, I don’t beat myself up about it any more I just realise it is my body trying to telling me…not today!

    Mollyxxx

  5. Dee
    October 22nd, 2011 @ 4:44 pm

    That is actually really good to know, Molly! I am learning to recognise my body’s feedback a bit better now, but it’s still one heck of a learning curve :)

    xx Dee

  6. Toys in Love
    November 8th, 2011 @ 1:20 am

    Hey Dee,

    The Pawn Beauty, is that its ‘real’ name? I’ve been doing a few seaches, coming up short :)

  7. Dee
    November 8th, 2011 @ 9:05 am

    It was sold through D.VICE (whom I work for) until relatively recently – unfortunately it’s no longer available.

    xx Dee

  8. Tim
    November 8th, 2011 @ 9:28 pm

    Hi Dee, How is the anal training going for you? It seems your body has decided some of the training regime for you- whether you want it too or not! Thanks also for the pics of your gorgeous rear, I am enjoying a little perve there, hope you are not offended!

  9. Dee
    November 9th, 2011 @ 1:33 pm

    Hi Tim! I just last night traded up to toy #3, with 10 days left before I fly to Melbourne. I’ll be doing another update at the end of this week. You’re right in that my body’s had a lot of say in how the training has gone – but that’s how it should be, I think.

    And perve away! There’s a reason I show so much of my body off :) I am quite delighted.

    xx Dee

  10. DeAnna
    November 12th, 2011 @ 5:10 am

    It’s good that you stuck with it and did as you were told… I’m sure it was unpleasant at first.. I didn’t go that way when my Master wanted to Own me…. I just went all in.. and believe me it was uncomfortable to say the least. I loved it during, oh yes I did because he Owned me.. But I sure do wish I did it your way.. Youre a brave soul…. Good for you….

  11. Dee
    November 12th, 2011 @ 8:13 am

    There have been some unpleasant days, DeAnna – but I have certainly been learning a lot about my body’s responses! And my stubborness, for that matter. Overall, I have been enjoying myself thoroughly.

    I really need to write my third update!

    xx Dee


  

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